Friday, November 23, 2007

dreams are just like fairytales with a happy ending.

..i was sitting next to you yesterday. upon missing you, i hugged you so tight and whiphered that i love you. i can't believe that everything had happened so fast and realized it was only a dream.

attached.

i want to have fun and laugh all day but sometimes i can’t bear what i really feel anymore. i want to burst into tears and tell the whole world how much i love you. the fact that i never left. i’m still hanging waiting for you to come back. you’re the only piece missing in my life. i want to say i’m sorry for all the things i’ve done that hurt you and if i could just turn back time i would correct all my mistakes. do you know i feel happy whenever i see you smile? i want to be there for you when your sad. i want to hear the words, “ditoh kah lang..”; “bawal ka uminom masama sayo yun.”; “magdasal ka bago ka matulog” again. i want to feel your embrace when i’m cold. i want to watch you sleep holding your hand not wanting to let go. i want to make you feel special and loved in a simple way. all i want is for you to be happy even though it means deep inside it will really hurt me. at least i have proven how much i love you.. but this i want to promise you.. that my heart is only owned by you and you will forever be a part of me..my life.